We are all just living the humanly-spiritual life

An altar to Bast

The time to travel to Egypt once again is drawing closer. I can feel the humming in my heart and the whispers of the guides & elemental's who are preparing the journey with me.

They sometimes speak through the funniest of ways - water running out of the tap, or when the hairdryer blows past my ear - reminding me of the sacredness we are more constantly living every day.

Bast has been with me recently, she is one of my personal allies, when something is in creation but feels blocked, she is always able to help me see the obstacle I am facing.

Part of the obstacle I asked her to help me with was to do with my upcoming Wings of Isis Egypt pilgrimage - Bast had to remind me to pause and look back, to see that I have created this.

When we initiate a creation - a new business, a new home, having a baby, we also initiate great change into our lives to help us to prepare for all that is required of us when the creation comes to fruition.

With this Egypt journey my changes have caused me challenge in ways that are administrative, logistical, and quite honestly, has made me have to be the solidity of my own foundations whilst building many parts of my life in new ways.

If I had known the challenges that would have presented I wouldn't have embarked on this Egypt journey, this year - but that's the paradox isn't it? The challenges have only been here because I said yes to something that felt bigger than me but absolutely essential that I follow and do.

For the past few years there have been so many parts of my life that have needed a re-build. In January I genuinely believed the rebuilding phase was complete, but no, I was so wrong, my guides had other ideas.

They told me that I had to be seen as me, as Gemma Jones, they told me that Light of the Soul was a creation that walked me through to this next phase and that if I hesitated I would delay many things for myself.

What they didn't tell me is that by changing my website, emails, social media - basically all channels that connect me to the world for my work - that I would literally disappear of the radar for a while! Somewhat self inflicted (because of my perfectionism to silly details when it comes to tech!)

It has been a huge lesson, one I know I initiated as those challenges. I let myself get too comfortable in the space where no one can see me, I like being there. It's where I do my best work. The silence, the stillness, the space to hear, see and feel the whispers of the invisible realms and beings.

But how can I be their channel and voice if I choose to stay in the quiet spaces with them?

My decision - to quietly come back online, quietly re-enter the world, like a squint-eyed bear after a long winter. Feeling and retreating, sharing my words when it feels right and where it feels right. I will not let the fast paced world of the internet and social media scoop me up and carry me. It just isn't my flow.

This realisation, is nothing new, but what is different is a stronger capacity of ownership - to know that it is entirely my responsibility and work to stay in my rhythm and my flow.

And to own, that sometimes, it means disappearing from 'the world' into my 'own world' - whether that is the world of my daughter and family, or the world of my work with my guides.

These are the places that replenish me.

These are the places where I incubate and become. I have just simply needed way more time within these places.

And quite honestly I feel that we have all needed more of this in our lives. The recent years have definitely made us see that time for retreat and replenishment before stepping out into the world is so important.

So then, from my pause with Bast I saw that even though I have been focusing on all of the parts of my life and behaviours that I felt were wrong, or causing me challenge, I had actually being doing all of this:

First and foremost I am a Mother to a beautiful and amazing cosmic seedling daughter who is flourishing in her own little world.

I am a wife, family member, and after some tough years, we have all needed to see and learn each other all over again.

I have taught 8 remarkable women both energy healing & sacred space facilitation and heart way shamanic training for the past 18 months. I watched them feel the energy and expand into blooming flowers, ready to walk their next paths, and I totally overlooked that in doing this I wrote a book and a course!

Yes I had to pull away from somethings. Yes I had to prioritise.

So now I see why perhaps I felt that I had taken on a journey to Egypt at the wrong, but so right time!

All of this has been my training, some of it has felt like it has taken me in the wrong direction, pulled my focus away from where it was needed, but Bast reminded me of how important it is to let the inner work do its thing.

People have booked because we all felt the call, the inner knowing to walk this rebirth journey together.

The vision has shifted and reshaped - itself, and me. And I am divinely grateful for that.

The Egypt journey now summarises all that has held my focus and attention. Like I am ever so nearly there in seeing the puzzle pieces all together.

The Rebirth aspect of this journey is for all of us.

Not just those who are walking through Egypt with me, for every Soul on the planet.

We are all re-birthing, shifting form and shape, in our light body, our mental body, and our emotional body.

The physical aspect houses and follows this wisdom. What a remarkable vessel.

This is the reason for retreat and replenishment - this is our integration and calibration time.

This is the new human evolving messily into a newer higher octave of form.

Many of us have been dancing, stumbling, and discovering through our own version of this.

I have simply followed the call of my heart and my guides, the inner knowing that Egypt always fills me with.

I have been connected with this land since my Mother was conceived there, my heart is woven with inner knowings of this sacred place.

So I follow through the challenges and feel the threads of all the parts of who I am and where I go - in this world, the inner worlds and the higher realms.

Just as we are all doing in our humanly-spiritual way.

Bast reminded me that nothing is ever gone, only ever dormant, in its own quiet place of replenishment and calibration, ready for the next time to spiral back round and feel it again.

Trying it on for size in its new form after a well needed rest.

Our creations need that too, just as we do. This is how we align with them and carry them forward. This is manifesting at the higher octaves of frequency. It's about the alchemy of the process and the expression comes when the time is right.

Does this resonate with you?

I had to step away from writing here too, part of the process. The spiralling round. This feels expansive and wonderful to write here once again in an open hearted way.

Stay tuned for more posts this week about Egypt. About the Rebirth journey, the Temples we will be visiting and how you can come along on the journey with us if you feel called.

With love,

Gemma x