My Mother is no longer on the Earth plane with me.
She left us on Friday and although I have already felt her spirit guiding me, yesterday I found my self searching for her.
Seeking across the lands and the waters for her voice, her eyes.
Wanting one last time to see her smile and laugh.
As I sat in silence alone seeking her body to still be here with me I was shown that she gifted me everything I needed to get through this moment.
She gave me my physical body - it’s strengths and weaknesses to teach me and keep myself standing strong.
She gave me my emotions - held me and told me it’s okay to cry, kept me from things she knew would be too hurtful or supported me when the hurts had penetrated - she showed me how to express myself.
She gave me my thoughts - she showed me worry can harm you and how to take the worry into your own hands and heal it, not to carry it in my body and let it manifest into imbalance.
Now and for sometime leading up to this moment she has given me the biggest gift of all - she has shown me and guided me to my heart, shown me that even when there has been distance between us to follow my path and my truth for this is where I have healed so much and grown into the person I hope she is proud of me for becoming.
Her Earth walk wasn’t an easy one and she endured so much. But until the very end she radiated love out to all those who crossed her path, ensured that her four girls would receive what she wished to leave them, brought unity within us, and most of all she showed me how to be strong.
My mother is the symbol of subtle power and she now lives within my heart. #earthwalker #deathandrebirth #gonebutnotforgotten #mum #goodbye #souljourney #mymoon #myearth #heart #strength #love #missyou #empowered